not feeling good February 26, 2009
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i am stuck at my faculty everyday doing my assignments. imagine how boring it can be. that is not the worst part. the worst is when you do not know how to do and sit there whole day long thinking of the same solution but just could not do it. feeling depressing. feeling down. feel like crying. i wanted to shout and make noise but itu TAN KAY HONG ask me to keep quiet. he does not allow me to bising. so my last choice is to blog.
i guess it is most probably pms that make my mood that unstable. complain a lot lately and feeling pressured. too many assignments and tests pack together. luckily, i get to relax myself for a night. the bf has been really hardworking making sure i am not depress. constantly checking my mood and cheering me up.
unfortunately the bf has to go back his hometown this week. therefore, i need to spend the weekend without him. the bf did ask me back with him but i cant. i need to do my demo on friday and i have quiz on monday morning.
between, i am looking forward next weekend. going to tioman. time for me to destress. really need a good holiday. putting assignments and tests aside. hopefully i really can make it to tioman. never been to tioman before. beach, sun and sea!
my internship February 25, 2009
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i will be doing my internship from 4 may until 3 july. i was busy finding internship and worry that i cannot find 1 in time. the deadline is almost here and i have applied a few company from singapore to kuala lumpur. i almost end up applying penang also. desperate case. 1 company from malacca rejected me long time ago while all the others either no news or tell me is in the process of choosing. all they can tell me to do is wait and wait and wait. finally, i went for an interview at johor or more precise is skudai. somewhere near my university. and i got it. i accepted the “company” offer. not that bad la. eventhough the office is only a shoplot, it is registered under msc. ok la. but i am sad i need to stay here for 2 months. therefore, everyone really need to dhl me my birthday present. i was sad in the beginning and till now i am still feeling a bit down. maybe is pms punya problem. lol!
lets move on to more happy thing. my valentine day was spend wit the bf and also friends at cs and sutera mall. nothing special. watch movie and eat with no present from me to him or him to me. swt! i do not know what to buy for him so hutang him for a week. during that 1 week time, i went for present hunting. finally i get to buy him something that he like. planned to give him a suprise. the suprise did went well but not for the romantic part. swt! anyway, the heart counts! he gave me blue roses. something that i have never expected.
we went to cnite. so the present was given at that night at austin hill. add a bit of romanticness la tu. lol! pandai menggunakan masa and tempat.
i am now surrounded with assignments and test. so gtg!
i was rejected February 19, 2009
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i went for an interview for my internship recently and i got the offer but it is not what i wanted and what i had in mind. i am still thinking whether to accept or reject the offer. i have till tuesday to consider about it. another company rejected my application stating that 2 and a half months is too short. they are looking for interns that is at least 3 months and above. therefore, i guess it is pretty hard for me to get an offer at anywhere else. i do think that short period is really hard for companies to accept me. i cannot do much thing during that period of time.
most probably i will end up in skudai during the internship period. guys and gals, please miss me as much as you can! and do not forget to dhl or pos laju me my birthday gift! any method will do as long as it reaches me. i won’t be back if i am here. sad! depressing! so at least some gift will cheer me up that time. i accept sms but it can only heal me emotionally. i still need physical punya benda. the boyfriend i will kira with him later. so do not leave the physical part to him alone. lol! i very greedy one. i want everything from everyone!
lack of update February 10, 2009
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once again, sorry for the lack of updates. i really do not have the chance to update my blog that often like i used to. this semester has been a busy one and the chance for me to online has become almost impossible. monday to friday are fully occupied with classes from morning until night. thursday i only have an hour class for the whole day and it is not in the lab. friday i have 2 lab sessions which are very important. i need to concentrate during that time. thus, the lack of updates. hope you all will understand.
i am living well here. so far ‘mou chun mou lan’. haha! my chinese new year was filled with house visiting with friends. right now my life is filled with assignments and tests. i have 2 tests on this friday and another 1 next week. i should get used of it by now. this is my 4th semester for god sake.
i am trying to get a place for my internship by this month. i have sent out to application and till now there is no news so far. sakit hati! an internship really make me feel i am useless. sigh…………. i am trying to do my internship at singapore but the living expenses there will be really high. mom is saying i am “killing” her slowly. i have applied for kl and still waiting for news. malacca will my last choice but if possible i do not want to give other any inconvenience. between, the job that i found in malacca is quite interesting. it is web designing.
anyway, lets just pray for the better. i need to do my internship in order to graduate. i will be graduating in 1 and a half year time if everything went smoothly. at that time i will have to work and sara myself. everything will be on my own with emotional support from family and friends by then.
lately my room has a lot of mosquitoes. what should i do to get them out of my room? i not only need to “donate” my precious blood to them but they also disturbing my nice sleep. they like to fly around my ears. even when i cover my head with blanket i still can hear them. i will pengsan soon if this continues on. i think i need to shower using pesticide soon. that way the mosquitoes will stay away from me. but this will also cause human to stay away from me as well. sweat!
i will update again once i am free. so please be patient!
